I'm a sucker for L.O.V.E

I wasn't going to write this blog entry because I thought it might be embarrassing or maybe a bit too revealing  especially because, I know some of my friends read my blog (Holla girls!!) The truth is I'm a bit shy about the way I act when I like someone or dare I say it love someone. But I'm thinking there are others like me out there, and hopefully this will show you that you're not on your own I'm just as implosive as you, even in my twenties I'm reckless in 'love'.

I heard something interesting today and it made me think about the way I approach relationships or whatever you want to call it. I've always been the kind of person who jumps head first into these situations, screw the consequences, screw peoples opinions, screw it all. I'm always team love and believe that its always worth the risk, and I always end up opening my heart to the world. Its always exciting and chaotic at the same time, which I think I almost like, ironically it's actually calming for me to be in that kind of situation. --And then when it doesn't work out or go my way I'm left feeling like there is no coming back from this, if he doesn't think I am smart, kind, ambitious, successful, loveable, sexy then he must be right and it is my fault that it didn't work out. But then I heard this delightful insight today, those people like you and me that jump off a cliff and find our wings on the way down, we're the ones who love life, we're the brave ones and its a testament to your character. Whether its love, work or experiences we're the kind of people that take that step even if the outcome is shit. Relationships shape you, so fuck it I LOVE LOVE :-) 

Food for thought <3